Friday, 10 September 2010
So long, good bye.
I sit here now and I try to remember the person that I fell in love with.
He always made me smile.
He had the ability to make me laugh.
He loved me for me (or so I thought).
I was so in love with him.
I thought he was amazing.
I allowed myself to dream about getting old with him.
That person has long gone.
In his place is someone who has the ability to get me into such a state that I vomit, cry and shake.
In his place is a person that doesn’t think twice about sending me abusive texts.
In his place is a person who won’t leave me alone even though I have asked and told him to.
In his place is a person who thinks that he can get me to do what he wants me to by bullying, threatening and pushing me.
I sit here now and I am thankful that I have finally seen him for who he really is.
I sit here now and I mourn the person I loved
I sit here now and I despise the person that he has become.